もう寂しい

ただ生きるは辛い
でもこの声は誰にも教えたくない
孤独や寂しいさや
なれるかな。。。

-SIGH-

I lost my favourite earpiece today. UGH DEPRESSED DD: I liked that piece a lot and now that sense of loss that is overwhelming me.....sigh, if only I had a picture perfect memory that could allow me to save images into my head like a computer, yup, life would be better that way >.<

Planting ^^

It is surprisingly fun to grow a plant. Its like, *poof* and a leaf appears.....IM A MAGICIAN XD But really, its so damn green >.< Which reminds me of what we can all be in the future. You never know..you might just suddenly *poof* into somewhere and be there like all your life...I AM SO EXCITED TO ANNOUNCE MY LIFELONG DREAM~~~Since Im a glutton like I always have been, I would work hard to achieve my dream of traveling the world to try all the good food <3 BUT FIRST. JAPAN. Must. Get. To. Japan. And see Alice Nine~~cuz Im a crazy fangirl >A<

Night stalking =P

Idek what Im doing awake at this time of the night/dawn -sigh- BUT. I noticed a the sky in a different colour today...its dull at this time of the morning. Its like its going to glow up any moment soon but you have to sprinkle it with rainbow sprinkles..? Anyways, I believe that this sky dull or bright, links us to the people we trust and believe~~Alice Nine!!! <3

FOOD OMNOMNOMNOM

I was dreaming about growing up yesterday. THE THOUGHT SCARES ME. ME that has the mentality of a five year old, and the dream was a nightmare. Strangely, I was thinking about how good grilled cheese and mushroom toast would taste, esp those mushrooms that look like they popped out from an anime.... :D I like cheese and bread XD but still don't get why my friend hates it though XD Up till now, I still dont get why people eat eggs and bacon for breakfast and meat for dinner. Thats like a shitload of proteins all jumbled up......Bio does scary things to people....

GYAH!

There was a cockroach in my room
It was flying
I was dying

Namida no ondo

SID, is a really accomplished band~~~ Just realised they performed at Tokyo Dome in Dec but Gazette also had a live there so I didn't know~~ Ahh.....but they have nice songs, somewhat like Alice Nine? The soothing feeling is there. Stomach cramps as usual but it'll get better....I hope?? Listening to Namida no Ondo, I was quite surprised. I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE SINGING!!!! Sort of? XD

I realised, that I like to listen to the soft songs of the gazette and it gets stuck in my head for a freaking long time (Y) I have sth to do in scl besides listening :D Weirder still, I like the more rock songs in Alice Nine?? Thats pretty weird, considering both bands produce very different sounds?? XDD

BIO OVERLOAD.

Too much Bio!! I feel like such a good girl :) So I'll just slack now....